后半生 第二季

一直不敢看，看了以后又停不下来，每一个角色都很好，笑到流泪。

花了一下午binge，看到一半我一直哭，止不住。囧问我咋了，我说 - It’s confusing. All I wanna do is trying to achieve better - make parents proud, earn a living, find love, but all that won’t last. Parents die at some point, money earned then spent, and one day one of us is gonna leave first, one die, one get left to deal with the “after life” for a while, and die later. We know that’s gonna happen, but we still do all these shit - work hard, love each other, buy nice stuff, do all those exhausting things. We do it for what? Possess achievements so someday they can be taken away? Wouldn’t it confuse you?

囧说 well, maybe they don’t get taken away, maybe they get passes along? or elevated? it’s better to not think about it, at least not be bothered by it. 🙈🙉🙊 food eventually become poop or fat, but you still go through the trouble cook n eat. At the eod you go to bed but next morning you wake up don’t even remember what dream you had. You wouldn’t question those process right? you do ‘em cuz you need to.

我觉得这样的故事很好啊，不刻意的制造冲突或者任何能量，大多数的人生就是这样，普通，疲惫，孤单，无奈，谈不上什么大作为，不成为负累就够了，偶尔还能照亮那么一两处风景，帮助那么一两个人，和一小撮社会产生联系，在漫长又短暂的暗淡人生中留下一两处闪光点，温暖和寂寞此消彼长，一成不变中有那么些许的高光日常，让人会好奇，明天，会发生什么呢？喂狗，遛狗，和邮差贫嘴，上一份无厘头的班，坐在墓地和肖恩的妈妈聊会天，去养老院看爸爸，纠结着与护士小姐姐微妙的关系，回家自己灌醉自己。一天又一天仿佛没有什么区别，可是一天又一天的，又有那么些许不同，明天会更好，还是更糟，那些每天都会见到的人会不会发生什么有趣的事，六集太短，再等又是一年。

后半生那么艰难，前提是前半生要拥有过吧。想到那么美好的事物真的存在，依旧会心怀感激。